[He shook his head and leaned into her for just a second before he set about untangling herself from her hug, or at least trying, even though he was practically shaking, he was crying so hard. He wanted that hug so much but he couldn't-
Why did it have to be easier and easier to believe? Why couldn't it just be denial all the way and- And he for a moment almost understood why Sasuke had wanted nothing and everything to do with him briefly because wasn't it happier to not know?
But people needed to know. Even if they didn't want to, couldn't want to, they still needed to and he was- everything was no.
Just no and bad and so much of it he had done.]
Even if it's not- I hope it's not- It better be not- [He was babbling and made himself stop, giving another wretched sob before drawing an uneven breath and forcing himself to speak clearly.]
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Why did it have to be easier and easier to believe? Why couldn't it just be denial all the way and- And he for a moment almost understood why Sasuke had wanted nothing and everything to do with him briefly because wasn't it happier to not know?
But people needed to know. Even if they didn't want to, couldn't want to, they still needed to and he was- everything was no.
Just no and bad and so much of it he had done.]
Even if it's not- I hope it's not- It better be not- [He was babbling and made himself stop, giving another wretched sob before drawing an uneven breath and forcing himself to speak clearly.]
Everything else is.