[He moved his arms, hugging his knees to his chest.]

I- there was a day, a couple months before you got here. And... people don't remember most of it. I... I remember seeing Kakashi grown up, which was... was weird. And I remember part of a conversation.

I think- I think I get why I said the one line of dialogue I even remember.

I didn't... want to think about what it could mean, but then I was stuck in a cave for weeks and there were just... hours and hours of pitch black or being attacked or or, all kinds of things, and it was something distracting.

But I think- I think that friend might have met him, because he- he left me a message. It was confusing-more I mean, before Neji told me. [He moved his hands up, tangling them in his hair as he pressed his face against his knees, practically shaking with how hard he was holding back tears.]

So I- I couldn't just deny it right off, and that- then he- and what he described- and I didn't understand- but with Rin- it's still! Still so stupid and horrible and he-

I would have had to have hurt you to do what he said and I couldn't do that!